screw this.

save my soul :'(

Friday, July 17, 2009, 8:26 PM

hehe today had ORAL COM. :) quite okay luhhh huhuhuhu! hehe. Now talking to Phoebe and Grace wow they laugh like damn alot and i don't think they know i'm posting HAHAHAH. :) Wow they must be deaf. Oh well. Anw they'll find out L8R wahahah. Gosh freaking scared for 2.4 luh can't believe korr ran 8min smth only? like wth. HAHA. That's my 1.6 time? arrrrghghghg so stressed. I just found out 5 things.

1) Milo/Dora totally lied and she's a total bitch w no life for doing so
2) clapppp doesn't rlly care abt much.
3) THAT ONE is damn scary , and she rlly does stare at me O.O
4) Phoebe lin rockz my socks HAHA that was extra since i alr knw that ^^
5) PINKY isn't rlly as angry as i thought she was , since she didn't ____ . ahhhem. HAHA

siiiigh not rlly in a good mood? heh. Kuku went for mass alr , Phoebe is eating dinner nwwwww. I miss you lahhhhh hurry! HAHA. oh i just realised i'm the one who hasn't repliedddd HAHAHAHA OMG :$ hehe. oh oh oh. i swear i totally wna box milo's face luh! ): siiiigh how can someone even be so mean la want to joke then sayyy luh don't pretend untill like thatttt! V obvious okay. haha. riiiiiiiiiiight. Gosh. Hahahaha. I'm super tired now. I want to die. Okay let me tell you the reasons i want to die. Gosssshshshs i'm a v v v v v v screwed up person.

1) A hates me for no reason?
2)Pinky also h8's me but now i have a feeling misunderstanding?
3)P and her clapp thing
4)SNAP AND N THING
5)the (everyone thinks i'm a croooook) thing.

HAHA actually the 5 is quite extra but i need to let everyone knw mann!

I'M STRAIGHT
VERY
VERY
STRAIGHT
LIKE A LINE
LIKE THIS LINE
_________________
see!
SO STRAIGHT RIGHT.
GOSH!
WHO on this planet even said that i looked crook ah!
PHOEBE RIGHT
HAHAHA no la actually can't remember
BUT I'M NOT.
no matter how crook i look!
i'm STILL straight!
if you think i look crook,
i give you permission to stare at me untill i look strighter.
TY ^^ HAHAHHA.

haha i have quite a bad feeling that this is going to come back to me one day :/ hahah. BUT for now i'm straight :) heheh. yeah. I like talking to people while bathing. It's a profession okay! HAHA. I'm not going to say who la but SOME PEOPLE are v deaf and CANNOT hear the water!
stupid. HAHAHAHHA. Lalalala~ hahaha. seriously ah~! You guys are deaf. PHOEBE can hear but you cannot! YOU 2 deaf la hahahah! Still say it's cause of meeee! Not my fault ahah. But now i'm smarter and i use my house phone. Cause my handphone is spoiling too fast and i h8 the substitute phone. HAHA. so irritating. Yeah.. i like MILO! As in the drink. Not the person.
oh yeah i need to say smth. Did i forget to mention that i run away everytime i see them! AS IN ajhN HAHA. yeah i do. rlly. cause they totally freak me out. honestly. i get so scared sometimes . Well more on the ajn side . HAHA. Not rlly h la. but she's always just there in the back ground. HAHA. Welllll , i still can't forget what happened before EFL hahahha omg i feel so chicken luh . HAHA. right. hurry ^^ imyyyyyy! teehee. Oh yeah i don't get the dare thing. nvmmmmm , i'm too slow la HAHA. :D Gosh i'm totally crazy. Just now i fell asleep upside down. SERIOUSLY . i fell off the chair and then i was too tired to climb up so i just fell asleep with my head on the floor and my legs on the chair. HAHA . My dad thought i was watching tv but i started to snore HAHAH then he realised i was actually sleeping! (WTH talk abt slow HAHA) who lies on the floor upside down and falls alsleep?! HAHA I'M MENTALLY UNSTABLE. AND EMOTIONALY UNSTABLE ALSO HAHA. i started to cry just now when we watched the show HAHA and it wasn't even the sad part. goooooosh i'm crazzy. heheheh. ACTUALLY only Elayne Vincent Goh and Alexandrea Ang AND Euginia Quek think that i'm Emotionally unstable. I'M NOT! I CAN TOTALLY CONTROL MY EMOTIONS. HAHHAHA NOT. HAHAHAHAH I'M SO HIGH NEED TO TALK TO PHOEBE & KUKU HAHAHA BYEZX!

Monday, July 13, 2009, 9:10 AM

HELLO.
sorry for not posting!
dammmn busy recently lahhh!
HAHAH.
gosh i'll update l8r okay.
was dead sick ytd.
goshhh.
38.7
HAHA.
hmmmmmmm
i dont rlly want to talk about ytd :S hahahah.
got to goooooo.
having IT nowwwwzxzx
KBAI

Saturday, July 4, 2009, 12:06 PM

hihi. nothing much happened recently. Hahaha. This Moday going w Amanda & partner to jurong east the waterrr slide area heheh so funzx . yeah. nothing much has changed la. Oral communication is fun :) hehe. lalala HAHA . i rlly needs to looose weight! MUST BE 45KG O.O k i'm crazy alr hahahahahah! hehehe. i dont care going to swim everydayzx hehehe KBAI gona go trg nw then tennis l8r

Tuesday, June 30, 2009, 12:05 PM

BORED
BORED
BORED!
i love strawberries and cherries
bored
i want to go back to school
now
):
i miss everyone
heh.
miss A , partner and R
kbai.
and i still h8 e-learning
this stinkzx

Monday, June 29, 2009, 1:55 PM

hihi
on quarintine so can't go to school
luckily i can go out
I LOVE MY DSL :)
heheh. i lurbzxz it so much k.
oh ya R (L) posted the sleepover pictures on FB.
LLLLOOOOOOVEEEE IT ZXZXZX );
if you want to see can go check out my fb
or i'll post it l8r if i can.
now i still have to do work the school gave us
siiiiight
e learning stinks
kbai
hehe miss you

Thursday, June 25, 2009, 2:59 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATHER :D

Hahaha , papa good luck w your chemo today
be strong okay!
(L)

okay helllooo. I'm back. :) heh.
those photo's are not all of them but idk why Mariel didn't post the rest hehe. Maybe l8r laaa hehe. The surprise party was okay la heheh but he was surprised? Yeah. During the day we went to Tagaytay or smth hehehe 2nd keep making water noises cause i needed to pee wth so mean right ): pffffffffffffft! HAHA oh yeah not only me big and Mariel also! hehe :) wth! So anw we just had to keep papa away from the house for like 5 hours :) hehehe so when we finally got back , i opened the door and walked in and suddenly 30 + people rushed out and started to sing the song. And like i was trampled on -.- So pffffft! hehe. Then i saw tita Portia & babydoll so i went w them hehe. Then dinner was good lalala so many people luh! I hardly knew any of them :/ ahah! Then after awhile i just went to my room and watched tv :] heh. Then Rommel came upstairs to take his stuff so i said just tell the others i'm constipating cause i'm lazy to go down hehe! :) Then at around 1 everyone left. Then Mariel and papa came t my room blahblahblah then i slept at around 2 plus :) hehe. it's hard to sleep when the room is so big :/ hehe. Then anw yesterday woke up blahblah like usual then around 3 plus went to pack stuff to leave for airport ): Big was going back w me but 2nd is staying till July first or smth like that :) heheh. Okay that about it lor. Then at the airport just slack around waiting for big to smoke and all then went in sat plane blahblah slept boring! I h8 singapore airlinezxzx! O: stupid only 1 eppisode of Simpsons! :'( okay then losers i'm off to look for a addictive game to play for the next 7 days while i'm in quarintine. CAN'T LEAVE THE DAMN HOUSE ): freakkkk lah. Stufupid! Have to miss the competitions + trg! I MISS R S A W! ): gosh.
KBAI

big 2nd me dad driver! (L)

who even took this?!

big 2nd me dad

big 2nd me dad mariel! (L)

not my bag heh

big 2nd me

how . could. you.

Monday, June 22, 2009, 10:19 PM

i didn't even KNOW a human being was capable of doing what you did. You know it was wrong. I can't believe this has been happening for at least 6 years already. When i heared what happened , i'm embarressed to be your ___ . How could you? YOU know the consequnces. And yet you still do it. HOW could you? As much as i haate you right now , i just can't do it. I rlly hate you. I knew something was going on , thank god she told me. This isn't a game. This isn't some mini school problem where you have a girlf and then breakup boohoo. You aren't a small boy anymore. You are a man. You have to wake up. DO You even know how much ____ our family has been through? Do you know what is happened to our father? The man that sat in the waiting room while you were popping out of your mother's stomach. Yes , that man. DO YOU KNOW WHAT COULD HAPPEN? Do you even fucking care? Oh whee hee let's go have some fun w ___ , and come home to infect papa! You know at those areas there is swineflu! what would happen if she had swine flu? Then she can't take care of papa. THEN ? THEN WHAT? I fly all the way from Singapore , have a crap education because i have to take care of him till she feels better and everything would happen cause YOU didn't think before you acted. This isn't a joke , a game. You can't rewind time and change the mistakes you make. I can't do anything cause i'm 13. But i am asking you as a ___ , and begging you as a friend. Please. Stop.
Let me tell you now
IF anything happens to him , i will
NEVER
EVER
FORGIVE YOU.
and i will hate you
for
eternity.
i swear.